So many things are changing. I keep expecting to find my way some time soon but the change has become inevitable at this point in my life where I can't control it. I used to be able to some what control it but now I'm sitting at the wheel, hands tied behind my back, and my eyes are blindfolded.

I'm looking back to when I was a little girl and I never expected to feel this way. I thought life would just be life and no complications would come with it. I figured that scraping my knees and getting gum in my hair would only be the worst, the rest would be the best times I could ever have. To this day I wish I had the same outlook. Who am I now?