mr. sunshine

Sometimes nothing gets easier when you confront your biggest problem.
I learned that yesterday.
When things seem to be going good, something has to happen that makes everything go wrong.
Make everything turn haywire.
I took 5 steps back.

Math sucks.
Acadeca is getting serious now.
School is a dread. a complete dread. i cant say that enough.
senior year is going to be quite the adventure.
"the best" is still THE BEST :]]]

saturday. college convention.
friday. sleep early.
sunday. well now thats something interesting.

Chris and me are going to start working on the vocals of mine. Hopefully he turns the dieing chicken into celine dion. haha. hes so lovely. Then we get down to business...

my hello kitty watch causes a dent in my face today from my little nap in math.
AH! fluffy hair is the way to go when you wake up half an hour late.

too many little things to describe.

wish me luck.

sit a while

More or less, I know what I want.

Having the conversation yesterday with Mikey made so many things easier. It didn't make things clearer or happier, just a whole lot easier. Sometimes the best things to do are the ones you wish you didn't have to do, but at this point I'm glad I did it. No regrets. I'm happier than ever before.

Today, I woke up and gave my mom the short little essay I wrote for her for mothers day. The night before she was so pissed off at me that I cried but I knew in the morning when she found out why I didn't want to tell her what I was doing, she would be happy.
After passing her the paper she says, "This is why you piss me off."
And I knew that she'd love it.

Interesting morning.
Seeing manny for the first time since 8th grade, and watching my aunt freak out. Seeing a pitbull look-a-like. (boy was he a character) getting home and sleeping for about 3 hours.

Too many things are going well in life.
Mothers day was an event.
Yesterday was an event.
I know that its all going to be worth it.

Maybe soon, I'll get what I wish for.