More or less, I know what I want.
Having the conversation yesterday with Mikey made so many things easier. It didn't make things clearer or happier, just a whole lot easier. Sometimes the best things to do are the ones you wish you didn't have to do, but at this point I'm glad I did it. No regrets. I'm happier than ever before.
Today, I woke up and gave my mom the short little essay I wrote for her for mothers day. The night before she was so pissed off at me that I cried but I knew in the morning when she found out why I didn't want to tell her what I was doing, she would be happy.
After passing her the paper she says, "This is why you piss me off."
And I knew that she'd love it.
Interesting morning.
Seeing manny for the first time since 8th grade, and watching my aunt freak out. Seeing a pitbull look-a-like. (boy was he a character) getting home and sleeping for about 3 hours.
Too many things are going well in life.
Mothers day was an event.
Yesterday was an event.
I know that its all going to be worth it.
Maybe soon, I'll get what I wish for.
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