I'm not completely sure whether I wanna cry, stomp, and scream, or be jumping up and down shouting absurd and harsh words at my neighbors a couple doors down. It's official now, I'm leaving. Ah. My heart is beating fast and it's hurting. new things have positive and negative sides. I'm hating it. Alot. I don't even know what to write thats how completely speechless I am about everything thats happening. I have my friends, the boy I adore, and a good education, am i willing to leave them all behind for my own room and a new experience? No. But it isn't my choice. Nope not at all. I'm trying to find the positives to this, I really am. But living up these up coming days till the big move will have to do for now.





It will just have to do?