There are certain times when I wish you couldn't see me. There are times when I wish she stood by your side. There are times when I wish things were a little easier.


But like at these times, they are hard enough to sit through and watch.


For now, I'll let things be. For now, I'll "go with the flow."


stupid me, stupid you. Oh, all the dreams we could possibly fulfill. Silly us. Can you walk with both your hands tied behind your back and your feet walking in opposite directions? I can. Oh how i am the perfect hands tied behind my back with my feet walking in opposite directions walker. Can you keep up with me? Can you look in to my eyes and tell me that the world will spin on its axis day and night? if you can, I'll be your best friend and tell give you what i have.


My stomach constantly hurts because of you. Because my mind wanders and I wonder when I'll ever lose you in the darkness. My foot will slip off the slippery rock of unconciousness and when I wake up you'll be gone. You'll be there but not walking down the isle of memories and unforgotten pasts. My stomach hurts.


Days are left to pass until I finally have to make the decision. Should i stay or should I go? I said I would stay. I'm staying. You doubt me. I'm staying.














why in the world do i write of things that make sense to noone but me?











ps. the best's butt is MMMMMHHHHMMHHHMM. just like him. :]