dear mama,

Lady...
Don't cha know we love ya? Sweet lady
Dear mama
Place no one above ya, sweet lady
You are appreciated
Don't cha know we love ya?




I hate how you think your worth nothing around this house. You mean more to me than anything in this world, and I mean ANYTHING. Ever since the day I was born we have been connected with this invisible string. No matter how far I am from you, the string just gets longer to keep us together. Everytime I used to go away I knew that inside your heart you were worried to death that I wouldnt come back home. And I'd cry in the back seat under my pillow because I had already missed you more than home. We had this period in time where we never got along. I was off being young and "in love" and you wanted me to becareful but I'd brush you off and go talk on the phone. We would fight over the times I'd cry and the times I would be mistreated and I'd say it was a usual relationship and you would say it was never meant to be. But as soon as he left, you were there. You were there to hold my hand, you were there when I was sick of it all. I'd scream and cry in my room begging for something to hold onto, and you would sit with me telling me everything was real and that's why it was so hard to hold onto anything. Everything real slips from our fingers. But when the one things that seems too real to be true, almost fake, it becomes the easiest thing to hold onto. You wake up every morning to make sure I'm up, you support me even when I make the biggest mistakes because you went through everything I went through. You cook every night, you clean, you try your hardest to make me and all the rest of us happy. I know I don't show you how much I love you sometimes, I know i argue back when I'm in the worst of moods but I will never ever ever ever ever underappreciate you. Your more than anything I could ever ask for. The moment your gone, I'm lost. My mother is always going to be my best friend. Always and forever. People may underestimate your strength and your intelligence but I know you. I know you better than anyone else. And i know that no matter what is going on, I'm here to support you. Even if its your fault, even if it was your doing, I'm here because even when you do something wrong that never changes how you love and care for us. I tell you everything. From the moment I wake up to the moment i fall asleep. I tell you about the people I have crushes on, my past, my future, my friends, what I hear, I tell you all my chisme too. Its incredible to have such a strong bond with my mother. I feel like the damn gilmore girls.



Noone will ever take your place in my heart. noone. You will always be the most important to me, and I would give up anything to make you happy.





I can always depend on my mama
And when it seems that I'm hopeless
You say the words that can get me back in focus
When I was sick as a little kid
To keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did
And all my childhood memories
Are full of all the sweet things you did for me
And even though I act craaazy
I gotta thank the Lord that you made me
There are no words that can express how I feel
You never kept a secret, always stayed real
And I appreciate, how you raised me
And all the extra love that you gave me
I wish I could take the pain away
If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day
Everything will be alright if ya hold on
It's a struggle everyday, gotta roll on
And there's no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated