psychic

Today has been a very weird day. I needed to talk about it. Actually the past couple days put together have been weird.

I'm not sure where to begin. Let's begin with the title of this blog, "Psychic."
Lately my family, my cousins more or less, have been visiting one. I personally would be too scared to go through any of these type of things but the things i have been hearing from about two days ago have spooked me just a bit. I want to be surprised about my future and keep my past to myself. But, there are things that some people need to know....

This is where cheating comes in.

Physical Cheating: Kissing, fooling around, doing anything physical with a boy/girl other than your significant other

Mental Cheating: Texting, calling, internet chatting in a flirtacious manner with a boy/girl other than your significant other


These two go together very well in my story, don't worry, you won't lose interest.


So these two have come together like puzzle pieces. Jack has been finding out about someone cheating on her and what she has to do to make the relationship work. The crazy thing is, the night before her reading she was explaining both these things to me.(physical/mental) We had a serious talk about both these things because she has been worried about it. I must say I did shed a few tears with her because the feelings were being brought of what I went through.

Well, the next thing is today while sitting in the doctors office for hours, a tyra banks show came on. By the way, love the show. ;]
Anywho, on this show there were two psychics talking to couples and the couples wanted to know if their significant others were cheating on them. But then all of a sudden they brought up physical and mental cheating.



I found this very puzzling. I felt like I was going through deja vu.

Didn't I just have this conversation with Jack?
Didn't we just discuss physical and mental?
What was going on?


The weather is quite odd today too. Beautiful yet odd.


I'm wondering why these past couple of days have been linked together. Nothing like this has ever happened. But the thought that Jack is going through what I went through breaks my heart. I remember the feeling. I remember the tears. I remember the time alone thinking, "what had i done wrong?"

I don't worry about this anymore. Not one bit. This person is more than I could ever ask for. But to think someone else whom I love has to, kills me.



So do I tell her how these days have been connected or do I let her do her own thing with her new information?



hmmmmmm......


Anyway, today I just wanna sleep. I want to wake up to a brand new tomorrow where I'll be putting on something special just for my day of watching movies with the best.
Next week is going to be bowling with the family and the best, can't get any better.
New school year is getting to me, its scaring me.
They say it doesn't kick in till about december but no, its kicking in now and it hasn't even started.
What will I do?
Where will i go?
How will I get by?


Too many questions.









Nothing to do with anything but I liked these pictures. Maybe you will too.