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Since the beginning of this adventure, if that's what you wanna call it, I've been considering the fact that the neon lights are glowing brighter and brighter. The lights are even starting to change colors at this point in time. I see you trying to keep yourself from turning, from looking at the wonderful rainbow filled light bulbs. Now it's doing swirls and loopty loops, now she's really got your attention. I'm sitting here carving the pumpkin that I found, putting a candle in it to try to add some variety to the light I give off but they will never be like hers. They will never be like hers.

So I walk around trying to see if money will buy me the lights I deserve. Maybe all the things I've gone through are why I haven't been able to keep the candle blowing for long. It goes off once the neon light begin to light up once the sun starts to go down. Windows glow, attention is served, and I'm alone.

For now, I'll ignore it. But until that day, let me tell you, I know.