I keep writing in long intervals. Lately my life has consisted of nothing but stress and love. Finals are over. My senior year is half gone and i suppose that the end will go even faster. Well at least i hope so. Something about this school makes me completely disgusted. I dont have a huge group of friends. Most of them dont even understand me. Ive felt like the girl from the tv show my life as liz except a little less weird and a little less hatred for society. My best friend makes it better yet hes not by my side everyday. Bestfriend/dating partner? I dont know what to call him other than the best guy in the world.

Im excited for the show in two weeks. Itll be me jesse and the vivianne girls. Second show, should be good. Itll be my little vacation.
Arizona sounds like heaven everytime i think about it.


Maybe things need to speed up to the end so i dont need to worry or be stressed anymore.