So I'm trying to keep my mouth shut until you get home because I want to keep all my arguments in my head and in chronological order.


I don't think I've ever been so mad at you before but I have good reasons.

It hurts to be this way with someone like you but I can't hold back anymore.

Maybe it'll help us and maybe it'll break us but I promised myself that the next time I let my guard down that I'd be strong about it.






You're not home yet and my head is spinning and I'm waiting for you to call so I can ask simple questions before I get a little too heated for my own good.
I'm really trying to stay calm because you say you understand but I think you said that to keep me calm, I don't think it's the truth.





Okay, so even if it does hurt us. I will always be here for you and love you just like I was for the two years before.