I like remembering us.
i like remembering the way i'd feel when you would come around. I was painfully subdued. your calming features held me close. I've grown up so much. I look in the mirror and see nothing but an almost 18 year old girl with the mind of a 40 year old. when did i ever become this aware of my surroundings? was it that summer that i took a walk through the tree tunnel? no. I'm wrong. it was the day we became friends. your eyes made me smile. your smile made me blink. your words made my stomach tingle. i was a mess. i look in the mirror and see an almost 18 year old girl. i look back down at my legs and feet and see a body of a 12 year old kid. Why am I so young in my eyes? I am young but brilliant. i give myself too much credit. where have you been? I can't think clearly anymore.