How many times did I listen to this song in order to picture myself constantly waiting for some sort of reaction to the things I'd say? Millions of times. I'd always just watch as you conversed with others and you called me at night to tell me about them. Jealousy flooded my head but I knew that if i waited long enough that you'd finally see it. you'd finally see that I was the right one for you, all along. I felt better waiting than just giving everything up to get you on my side. I'd give you advice on girls. I'd let you open up yourself as much as you wanted with me. I never forced you to give me anything you didn't want to give. All i wanted was to be the person who you looked upon at the end of the day when everything went wrong, and that's exactly how it was.
You remind me of everything from everything to everything. Silly things were said on the first day we met and silly things were said today when I saw you. We always thought, "why would we ever break up? we're perfect." We soon found that we were wrong. We found that there never had to be a real problem but tiny little problems to put weight on our shoulders. But, everything from that night till now, has made us better. If you hadn't said what I made you say, we wouldn't be here at our two year mark and even stronger than ever. I don't regret the crying and I don't regret the empty feelings because we had to feel that in order to look at each other seriously and say, "Look, i love you. let's change this and show our love instead of fighting about things that don't matter." We did just that and now we're here. Greatness has flooded our veins.
I love you more than anyone ever has and ever will. I might not be your girlfriend, but I'll always look at you and hope that some day we'll be 30+ years old and still going to shows together and eating thai food and making the most epic jokes of all time.
I love you J.R.H.
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