Hello, Old Friend.
You don't know how long I've searched for you. I checked my bed, my drawers, my most prized possessions for any remnants of your existence. Everything hurts and you're what I needed most. I've been lost for about 7 years without you. 2013 to 2020. My life has felt like its had this huge gaping hole in it and it was you. My words haven't been coming out clearly. My thoughts haven't been able to form beautiful pictures anymore. Even when theyre made of sadness, they're all fragmented.
Where have you been?
I searched far and wide for you. I called and asked about getting you back. They refused. They told me you were gone for good and all I had was an imprint in time. I never thought I could feel you under my fingers again. I never thought my words would come out crisp and whole ever again. Even if they were broken and fragmented, I'd at least know you were there to hold them up for everyone else to see.
I don't know where to start, but I know it's here. With you.
I'll see you soon.
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