it happens

You would tell him your secrets. You would tell him you miss him. You would tell him to go over. You would tell him to call you. You would tell him that he was one of a kind. You would ask him about his love life. You would plan to talk to him every night. You would ask him to visit you. You would ask to visit him. You would be the "cool new" person that you are around him. You would update him on everything that happens in every waking second of your life. You would be worried when one night he doesnt respond to your flirtacious comments. You would make him tell you he misses you as well. You would make him fall for you. You would say some comment that created butterflies in his stomach. You would ask him what he's doing every second of the day. You would make him think that you don't care. You would like him to care. You would like him to kiss you. You would like him to hug you. You would like him to hold you. You would like him to be yours. You would like him to be by your side. You would like him to hold your hand. You would write about him in secret ways. You would finally let him know that you want him. You would continue to make him sit on the edge of his seat everytime he sees you. You would invite him out. You would tell him you love him. You would.





You would because it's who you are, and it's all you know. And because of that, I have lost. I have lost and you have won. You have won what the world saved for me in this moment. You have won what meant more to me than the world itself. But you dont mind, because he is now yours, and I'll sit here and act happy for you and him. I'll give him a high five and I'll flash a smile towards you. Because in your hand is the hand that was supposed to fit into mine. Next to you, is the boy who wasn't supposed to be next to me, but just happened to be next to me. But I'll always be happy and never tell a soul because that's who i am, and you would because that's just who you are.