celine dion

Tonight, I used my big thunderous singing voice. I sang. I'm choking up because I SANG! I sang. I sang. I sang. Instead of using the little tiny 5 year old voice that I thought could always pass for good singing, I yelled, and I screamed, and I sang. Ugh, how much more could I possibly tell you my lovely reader?! I wish you could have been here to hear it. It was like an eye opener, a heart wrencher, a stomach turner. It was so much more than i could possibly feel with my own ten fingers.

I recorded it but there is no possible way you could get the full effect of how wonderful it was. Ah. It doesn't matter to me if it was all tuned into the music behind me, because I finally had the guts to sing. I got off my bed and i told myself to do it.

Im shaking because this is something new for me. Start off a couple songs here and a couple songs there. Next thing you know ill have my own guitar sitting in front of me. Oh what a joyous day this is!

Im going on and on about some stupid experience I had today but I dont regret it one bit! because I know that this is one thing down and 328408324828342830 more to go.



i wish you could have been there. I wish you could have heard it. i wish you could have felt it. i wish you could have been right by my side.
ah. the possibilities