17.8.09

At this moment in time I am in a super natural daze. Whirlpools of colors are floating around me traveling at unexplainable speeds. I am not scared. I am home. I find comfort in this weakness of my mind. The challenges and hardships of the world are gone. I am on my own for now. But this does not frighten me. My fear has always been of being alone but these fields of colors falling from every mountain and overflowing every river does something to me that noone has the power to posess. Nothing falls short here. Unexplainable and the unimaginable are the everyday life. You must never fall short. Im laying in a field full of blue skies and green grass. I look at the clouds and see nothing but the unknown. The unknown is at this moment my friend. In this sacred world we are not afraid of eachother. We are both at peace. No answers solved. No questions asked. my head is filled with ideas only conceivable here. When i snap back to reality I am only a silly philosopher but here I am an inventor of my own imagination. I never doubt. Birds fly by and they never fly south. They just roam the fields and live in the trees living off the beauty. When it rains they never leave, they watch. They become part of the world. They create the atmosphere. Noone hides from the rain. Noone dislikes it. We draw ourselves with tiny droplets on cement creating masterpieces with just our minds. Im constantly trying to find myself here but everytime i wish it never happens. It comes to me. It chooses the right time and place when to take me away to overwhelming beauty and breath taking doses of imagination. I must leave now. It is time to go home. It is time to live my life, it says. And i only bid it farewell and wish to visit soon. Goodnight.

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