bad situations

I'm trying my hardest to hold back my tears right now. I never thought I'd be in this type of situation. I thought I was smarter than who I am now.


I thought I knew what I wanted in life and now I feel like I'm watching a movie.
The frames are freezing every couple of seconds and the sound is starting to fade.
This isn't my life but they gave it to me. I find myself searching for an answer.
I feel like I'm drowning in some type of vat of glue. It's to thick to even open my eyes.
I'm stuck in there until i know the solution of how to get out.


I want to fall asleep and wake up and know that everything is okay again.
I start crying because I thought I knew myself better than that.
It's no ones fault but mine. Not even his. It's mine.


So here we are trying to solve our problems and trying to pretend that we can still see the ground under our feet.